“Mr. Say Anything”

Old songs stay ‘til the end.
Sad songs remind me of friends.
And the way it is, I could leave it all
And I ask myself, would you care at all.
28 Days baby boy.
(Source: zenofawesome)
How I count the days, let me count the ways
Just as many dreams, that fill my mind.
If someone knew best, we would never rest
Lets convince ourselves, to leave them behind.
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…And stay, In a world of our design.
A place, Without rhythm or rhyme. Without failures or heroes.
A place, where you hear my melody..no matter how far my body may be.
Can you hear my melody? The answer is…
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Distance keeps me from you, the chains I must break through.
So that’s just what I’ll do…
To bring you home.
breaking the habit
When you continue to push people to breaking point, don’t be surprised when they push back violently.

I can’t follow nothing forever. I want to believe that things will be different, and I won’t always feel this sad. I want to believe that everything will work out, but what have I got to go on? I don’t want to live life day to day on the run. Beggars and bandits. Is it me and my pride? Am I’m being clouded by the damages of vanity? The illusions of normalcy? I’m just tired. I don’t want to have to keep running into storm after storm. I want the fairy tale, but I don’t know if I can make that happen. I don’t like this feeling. I’ve got love, but I don’t have peace. I love you, but I would love for you to be able change my mind.


It feels like my heart is breaking. But there’s nothing wrong here. Who was ever happy? Just the dull pang of fatigue.







